How it all started

It's crazy how all of this started.  So I titled this "The Beginning of Something New".  When I say the beginning, I mean how it all started.  My love for him.  So to get this started, I want to say, never in a million years did I think I would find love...again.  After my heartbreak so many years ago I took a major break to learn and love myself.  On top of healing of course.  

So I decided to take the dating scene by force.  Or at least what I call by force.  A friend of mine introduced me to this dating site that I will refrain from saying the name.  I decided to do a search and just see what was other.  Boy...did I meet a number of interesting people.  Long story short, it was a disaster.  I decided I was not going to give up for the sake of me trying to find love. My next option was for me to enter this same website and post an ad myself.  My luck turned a little bit better but I wasn't impressed.  So I decided one last time, just one last time I would post again and try it.  If it didn't work, I would continue my singleness and keep it moving.